Venting session

Hubby arrived from Johore at 3am. He finished his meeting at 9pm, then straight away balik KL coz he said he misses us. Kadang2 susah jugak bila hubby is so attached to us, sebabnya kalau dia kena outstation for few days, he normally will cut it short coz tak boleh nak berpisah lama. Sometimes, I kindda like it when hubby is not around, coz I get to cook what I want, or not cook at all. Bila dia ada, then terpaksa la masak beria2. Letih la.. But I'm not complaining.

Alhamdulillah hubby is the homely type. Now, referring to my post title, baru je semalam aku dok bercakap dengan a friend, E, yang duduk kat UK. She was telling me about her x-hubby (whom aku  rasa macam nak sepak the next time aku jumpa nanti). Just imagine, E came back few months ago, sebab father in law dia passed away. Balik je UK, the hubby divorced her, balik Msia, tinggal E and anak2 terkontang kanting kat UK. E is doing her phd, and finishing soon. Pulak tu, E is suffering from a rare disease yang buatkan her joints frozen. She received disability status kat UK. Recently she was hospitalised coz she cant moved, her joints frozen, and ada kidney failure. What kind of a husband, yang tinggal wife yg tengah sakit, just to be with his sugar mummy.

The hubby now is being "bela" by a sugar mummy, who happens to be 6 years older, closer to 50 than 20. This mummy is giving him jobs in photography (he is a photographer), introduced him to big clients termasuk la jadi one of the photographer for Sheila Majid's concert recently. Eeeeeeeeeeeee... rasa geram nak terajang je lelaki bodoh itu. Dah la bapak dia baru je passed away. I cant imagine la macam mana hidup E now. Whenever she needs to go to class, she had to leave her daughters with friends. Nasib baik ada friends yang nak tolong. Some lelaki memang tak layak jadi bapak, tak layak bergelar suami, tak bertanggungjawab langsung! Kerana duit, semuanya sanggup ditinggalkan.

Below are some of the photos that he took.. yes, they are beautiful, but sakit hati bila ingat perangai the photographer. I had to put watermark merapu sebab those are not my photos, and I'm pretty sure the owner pun takmau the photos being circulated.

Having rich sugarmummy, definitely helps. (When I'm upset, I tend to merapu and tulis kelam kabut, sorry sgt)